it's over for now....

i thought that 8 o'clock would never come. this afternoon we went to my sister and chilled there. from there we went the hospital for the bloods. and then the real waiting started. but i was fine and had to be strong. we went with mil and fil to spur to have supper and when we left it was almost 8. so as we left i called the gyneea and he said that the count dropped to 1. so it's a mc. i was'nt feeling that bad and even now i feel ok. i gave up hope yesterday because i could feel a part of me was gone. i deep down knew that this was it, it's gone. i felt that connection in the week and now all of a sudden it's gone. yes my dreams are shattered but we will keep on trying.

thanks to my family and especially to my wonderful friends on opm for the prayers, the thoughts and well wishes. without you girls i would not be able to go through this. i love you all.