happening this side.... am bored at home, dh at work! urgggggg...
other than that, lot's of issues from y sister and brother's side. i am so sick of their nonsense! oh, just grow up now. that is all i want.
i wish that they can just be there for my mom! i really want my family reunited, but the way they are carrying on, eish! i think they want a divided family.....
can't wait to go there and tell them a piece of my mind.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
not much....
Posted by Lilian January at Tuesday, July 21, 2009 0 comments
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Butterflies!
Ah... I felt it! Last night. At first I was not sure what I am feeling, but then I felt it again! Whoop whoop! I am sooooooo happy. And it felt sooooo... Oh I can't even explain it to you!
Loving the feelings! I am loving being pregnant..
Just wish that some of my friends could have this joy. But I pray for them every day!
GOD WILL BLESS YOU TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by Lilian January at Sunday, July 19, 2009 3 comments
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Waking up each brings new challenges for me...
Today I woke up with the strangest feelings. I don't know what to do with it. I would really love to do something for a very good friend of mine, yet io don't know how they will take it. And I do not know how my husband will handle it. I know this is something really big. God has blessed us with being pregnant. I would really like to bring that joy to someone else.
This is not something that you can take up lightly. I know it is serious and life altering. But if I could I would really do it. Just not sure how everyone around me will handle this decision that I am about to make.
Please God give me the guidance and the strength. I know this is not something that I can do without You or Your blessings. Please give me the guidance, show me the way forward. Any sign will do.
Amen.
I just hope that I will come to the right decision, for me and my friend.
Posted by Lilian January at Saturday, July 18, 2009 1 comments
Monday, July 6, 2009
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Long overdue post!
So I have been a bad blogger! Shame on me....
So I have great news. I am 12weeks preggrs!!!! Yeah! Thank you Lord... I am really very very happy! All I know is that the road is not asy but it's worth it!!!!!!! DH is soooooo happy and I am so lucky to have him. He is there for me for everything!
And surely I could not have done this without everyone on OPM! It's great having friends like you girls... There is nothing better than knowing that there are people that cares for you! And I love them to bits and pieces...
Posted by Lilian January at Saturday, July 04, 2009 3 comments







