Reply from DH

yes i am busy/ duty aaarrg

yes id do 4give you. no u not a monster. no u not a bad person. sorry if i make it seems you all bad. if you going to do a 100 wrong things that hurt me im gonna tell you a 100 time you were wrong.
you need to work on how you deal with things. if i am not easy to get along then tell me how i can change that. dont get upset i just talk about my feelings. tell me. u are to blame if you dont express. you know i will listen to what you have to say. if that is one of my problrms with you it taht you dont talk why wouldi shoot you down if you spke about my faults. i mite not agree with them if i feel so but at least its communication. you say my friends mite think so that im easy. i look at jealousy the way you deal with others to see how nice you are with thme. but in a second you can be rude with me.
like i say you need to get into a space to really c what you doing to me, to us. if its councilling do you want me to go with? i dont mind or do you need to do this on your own?
you rational now! when you irrational you dont need to be rude. you admit you are the problem. so change it. i will change if what you think i must change but thats gonna come from you to tell me what makes it hard for you to live with me.

Conroy John Sidney January 3rd